Small Works
I Glanced / You Glanced
22 x 14 inches, colored pencil and graphite on paper
Eternal Love Triangle
12 x 9 inches, colored pencil and graphite on paper
Buffalo Triangle
14 x 9 inches, colored pencil and graphite on paper
Bob (-) Rick
14 x 11 inches, colored pencil and graphite on paper
We Stare
12 x 9 inches, colored pencil and graphite on paper
Hand Hearts
14 x 11 inches, colored pencil and graphite on paper
thE mAn
14 x 9 inches, colored pencil and graphite on paper
1964 to 2030
14 x 9 inches, colored pencil and graphite on paper
This piece is inspired by predictions made in 1981 by 31 graduate students at the University of Houston who were studying future trends. Their research aimed to explore the societal impacts of achieving immortality through medical advancements. For this work, I focused on one specific prediction about personality traits. I merged the written language of this prediction with a pattern system of my own invention, correlating the visual structure with the linguistic framework. The work contains a numerical coding system, mirrored at the start and end. I'm interested in patterns of language that embody humanity's desire to foresee the future -- how does the feeling of the future manifest in words on a page?
One Seventeenth
15.5 x 11 inches, colored pencil and graphite on paper
One work from collaboration with the author Rick Moody
Verso:
ZERO 2 zero
12.5 x 11 inches, colored pencil and graphite on cut paper
In this drawing, I wanted to explore the idea of entropy through basic mathematical procedures. Starting with zero, I randomly applied a mathematical function to each subsequent number, between 0 and 10. I continued this, starting at the center, until the process reached zero again, and then I started a new set. Each phase is colored differently and the shapes cut out at the edges represent a physical void.
r SIN 1 EATER
14 x 11 inches, colored pencil and graphite on paper
The mirrored lines at the right and left deviate slightly upon comparison, like an off kilter, bi-symmetrical Quija board incantation. Is the sin eater committing a sin by eating a sin?
Jim ÷ Bob
14 x 11 inches, colored pencil and graphite on paper
Steve ≠ Jim
14 x 11 inches, colored pencil and graphite on paper
Tim (x) Jim
18 x 13 inches, colored pencil and graphite on paper
The snowballing escalation of violence shifts in a comically absurd way, from an innocuous gesture (a look) to an extreme act. Each character’s actions and reactions loop backwards in a way that alters the original gesture again and again.
The Massive Perturber
14 x 11 inches, colored pencil and graphite on paper
Voluntary Involuntary Voluntary
12 x 9 inches, colored pencil and graphite on paper
Cleverbot 1
38½ x 28 inches, colored pencil and graphite on paper
In this piece, I transcribed a series of conversations I had with Cleverbot (an artificial intelligence bot). Unlike other chatterbots, Cleverbot's responses are not programmed. Rather, it "learns" from human input over time – a collective human intelligence through language. When I began my initial conversation with Cleverbot, I spoke to it casually, and stopped abruptly when it threatened me physically – “I’ll punch you in the throat”. After this initial conversation, I began each subsequent one by repeating Cleverbot’s own phrases back to it. I stopped each conversation when the bot said something that seemed either uncanny, or very unhuman.
Night Drawings
Ongoing series of works, each 13 x 19 inches, digital print and colored pencil
I’ve been making these works since 2017. At night, when I go to bed, I place a scrap of paper on my chest and rest a pencil or pen on it. As I fall asleep, the pen makes a line, marking the transition from consciousness into sleep. In the morning, I scan the paper, invert it, and make a print. I then note any dreams I had that night directly on the paper.
Start Chaos, End Order
20 x 16 inches, acrylic on panel
I closed my eyes and attempted to write two oppositional words simultaneously. I then painted these attempts in alternating warm and cool colors.
Memory Questions with Alternate Answers
Colored pencil, graphite, acrylic, collage on paper and panel / dimensions variable
Six
25 x 20 inches, colored pencil and graphite on paper
Thought on this work and its relationship to the Butterfly Drawings: I often make number pieces when I'm stuck. I guess I just like the simplicity of mathematical procedures and the patterns that result. In this one, I had the image of that flower-like form in my head for a while and drew it. I then started integrating into it perfect numbers, which are positive integers whose sums are equal to their proper divisors. The smallest perfect number is 6, which is the sum of 1, 2, and 3... other perfect numbers are 28, 496, and 8,128 and so on... I love the idea of a perfect anything, and these numbers seemed to me to be like the character in the Butterfly works as they are the literal sum of their parts - the character is the sum total of his experiences and could even be divided by them back into an origin point. He IS what he encounters, his experiences Alternately, though, his experiences become so complicated and layered that it's impossible to know what stimulant is causing what action - he's becoming 'imperfect' because of that complexity. Like how when an elderly person is taking so many drugs that the side effects are impossible to differentiate from personality. In the SIX, the perfect numbers are drawn in a way that they are unknowable as a sum total, and only 6 is possible to know as the origin. That was my thinking, convoluted as it is. It's kind of simple but I saw the implication of perfection in this case as very rich - like multiplication as the inevitable and ultimate definer of humanness.
Boy, Girl
22 x 18 inches, acrylic on panel
Spam letter I received paired with a modified letter written by Oscar Wilde to Lord Alfred Douglas
A1515
10.5 x 9.5 inches, colored pencil and graphite on shaped paper
Lucky Break
30 x 22 inches, colored pencil and graphite on shaped paper
Narrative of individual who plays the lottery on his lunch break from work. He ends up where he began.
9:12
12 x 9 inches, graphite and acrylic on birch panel
For a week, I tested my perception of the correct time, and plotted the difference (my error) on a graph. I then connected this data into a centralized shape.
3:55
12 x 9 inches, graphite and acrylic on birch panel
For a week, I tested my perception of the correct time, and plotted the difference (my error) on a graph. I then connected this data into a centralized shape.
The Games of the Century
30 x 18.5 inches, graphite and colored pencil on shaped paper
Drawing plotting the critical board status (turning point) of two radically important chess matches - Bobby Fischer's first masterpiece as a child (human brilliance), and the penultimate game between Gary Kasparov and Deep Blue (the game that decided the match in favor of the computer).
IJKLMN
20.25 x 16 inches, acrylic on birch panel
Second painting in series - To begin, for each letter of the alphabet, I looked up words that are considered the most 1. beautiful, 2. terrible, 3. disgusting - the good, the bad, and the ugly - as voted on by the internet. I tried to use 3 of those words from each letter, in a sentence, and then attempted to string that sentence together with those from each subsequent letter, creating something like a story. I thought of these words as the most evocative and charged in the English language. What does putting them into a narrative do to them - increase their suggestiveness, make them funny, strange, meaningless, or do they negate each other? A legible yet convoluted linguistic formula for meaning and affect.
ABCDEFGH
20.25 x 16 inches, acrylic on birch panel
First painting in series - To begin, for each letter of the alphabet, I looked up words that are considered the most 1. beautiful, 2. terrible, 3. disgusting - the good, the bad, and the ugly - as voted on by the internet. I tried to use 3 of those words from each letter, in a sentence, and then attempted to string that sentence together with those from each subsequent letter, creating something like a story. I thought of these words as the most evocative and charged in the English language. What does putting them into a narrative do to them - increase their suggestiveness, make them funny, strange, meaningless, or do they negate each other? A legible yet convoluted linguistic formula for meaning and affect.
Love Letters (diptych)
9 x 12 inches (each panel), acrylic on birch panels
Left panel “letter” comes from a composite spam email that I received from someone or something named Beyonce. The right panel is my response to Beyonce – an appropriated and modified love letter originally written by Napoleon for Josephine. I replied via email before making the paintings.
Ego Letters (diptych)
9 x 12 inches (each panel), Acrylic on two panels
Left panel “letter” comes from a composite spam email that I received from someone named Dr. Gold. The right panel is my response to Dr. Gold – an appropriated and letter originally written by Abraham Lincoln to lasses S. Grant. I replied via email before making the paintings.
What is Best for Us
24 x 20 inches, Acrylic on Birch Panel
To compile the text for this piece, I combined excerpts from Martin Luther King's "I've Been To The Mountaintop" speech from April 3, 1968, with letters from the Zodiac Killer. I then translated this text into numerous languages (via translation software) approximately 44 times until it created the mutated version of the painting. I then transcribed the hybrid speech onto panel, and painted in contrasting colors around the letters - leaving the text as a negative imprint on the panel's surface.
Cleverbot 2
38.5 x 28 inches, Colored Pencil and Graphite on Paper
In this piece, I began a number of distinct conversations with Cleverbot (an artificial intelligence bot) in the same way. I then allowed the conversations to continue until Cleverbot began to “act” in a way that conveyed the uncanny to me.
Scumbag
22 x 10 inches, Colored pencil on shaped paper
One of my attempts to transform emotionally charged language into words that suggest meaning but ultimately mean nothing. First, I created a list of the most offensive words in our language (as voted on by people via the internet). I then divided each of these words in half, and starting recombining these halves into new words. These combinations of words became vaguely offensive-sounding hybrids.
Known Unknown Knowns
32 x 22 inches, Colored Pencil and Graphite on Shaped Paper
The names of mathematical conjectures paired with common misconceptions about the physical world.
Idiot
22 x 10 inches, Colored Pencil and Graphite on Paper
Word recombination of the most offensive insults one can be called at work, as voted on by people on the internet.
Twelve
15 x 18 inches, Graphite on Shaped Paper
My personal random numbers (as I intuitively thought of them) created the form and pattern on this drawing. I began in the center and worked my way to the edge of the paper, with a predetermined stopping point.
Cardiff Giant
14 x 9.5 inches, Ink and Colored Pencil on Paper
The story of the Cardiff Giant's discovery, with the letters of the name of the hoax's perpetrator in red.
Seeing Reds
28 x 19 inches, Acrylic Ink, Colored Pencil, and Graphite on Paper
A spliced together text from a Stanford Prison Experiment analysis.
Lucky Number 4
30 x 22.5 inches, colored pencil and graphite on shaped paper
Freud's Language
28 x 22 inches, Pastel, Colored Pencil and Ink on Paper
I translated the sizes of words used by Freud in his text "Chance, Determinism and Superstitious Belief". Each word had a color depending on its size and each word became a block of color - beginning at the right and spiraling toward the center.
July
26 x 17 inches, Colored Pencil on Paper
Jupiter Chart
19 x 14 inches, Pastel, Colored Pencil and Graphite on Paper
Red and Green
12 x 9 inches, Colored Pencil and Graphite on Paper
Miami
12 x 9 inches, Colored Pencil and Graphite on Paper
Lottery Grid 4
12 x 9 inches, Ink on Graph Paper
I "found" these pieces of graph paper which were filled with someone's attempts to predict winning lottery numbers. I couldn't recognize or understand the patterns but was fascinated by what they were - evidence of a person's attempts to understand and predict randomness. In order to simplify them and make the patterns visual, I color-coded them.
Lottery Grid 21
12 x 9 inches, Ink on Graph Paper
I "found" these pieces of graph paper which were filled with someone's attempts to predict winning lottery numbers. I couldn't recognize or understand the patterns but was fascinated by what they were - evidence of a person's attempts to understand and predict randomness. In order to simplify them and make the patterns visual, I color-coded them.
Lottery Grid 11
12 x 9 inches, Ink on Graph Paper
I "found" these pieces of graph paper which were filled with someone's attempts to predict winning lottery numbers. I couldn't recognize or understand the patterns but was fascinated by what they were - evidence of a person's attempts to understand and predict randomness. In order to simplify them and make the patterns visual, I color-coded them.
Lottery Grid 29
12 x 9 inches, Ink on Graph Paper
I "found" these pieces of graph paper which were filled with someone's attempts to predict winning lottery numbers. I couldn't recognize or understand the patterns but was fascinated by what they were - evidence of a person's attempts to understand and predict randomness. In order to simplify them and make the patterns visual, I color-coded them.
Lottery Grid 2
12 x 9 inches, Ink on Graph Paper
I "found" these pieces of graph paper which were filled with someone's attempts to predict winning lottery numbers. I couldn't recognize or understand the patterns but was fascinated by what they were - evidence of a person's attempts to understand and predict randomness. In order to simplify them and make the patterns visual, I color-coded them.
Lottery Grid 22
12 x 9 inches, Ink on Graph Paper
I "found" these pieces of graph paper which were filled with someone's attempts to predict winning lottery numbers. I couldn't recognize or understand the patterns but was fascinated by what they were - evidence of a person's attempts to understand and predict randomness. In order to simplify them and make the patterns visual, I color-coded them.
The Average Monkey
17 x 14 inches, Ink, Pastel, Colored Pencil on Paper
The shapes of two monkeys, layered on top of each other - one was fed a restricted calorie diet and is lean and fit, while the other was allowed to eat what he wanted, when he wanted. He grew old and fat, faster.
Nervous First Spin
22 x 22 inches, Ink, Colored Pencil and Graphite on Paper
I began this work by writing/drawing the word “nervous.” I then translated “nervous” into myriad languages - I translated each subsequent word into the next language. As the translations approximated the initial word and each subsequent word, the language began to morph in new, unexpected ways, all connected in some way to NERVOUS.
Transparent Glass
17 x 17 inches, Acrylic ink, Graphite, Adhesive on paper
ANNFA
22 x 19 inches, Acrylic, Ink, Tracing paper, Cut paper on Board
Confidence Drawing II
30 X 24 inches, Charcoal and Pastel on Paper
For this drawing, the shape was derived from daily statistics from the Gallop poll on people's confidence in the government. I used the numbers as length, width and angle.
Confidence Drawing II
30 x 24 inches, Charcoal and Pastel on Paper
For this drawing, the shape was derived from daily statistics from the Gallop poll on people's confidence in the government. I used the numbers as length, width and angle.
Nervous Temple
9 x 12 inches, Charcoal, Graphite and Colored Pencil on Paper
Time
9 x 134 inches, Acrylic, Ink, Colored Pencil on Paper
Passive
11 x 4 inches, Collage, Ink and Graphite on Paper
Nervous
9 x 13 inches, Collage, Ink and Graphite on Paper
I pulled the English word “nervous” out of a French newspaper text and connected the points into the spaces / patterns.
Masky
Pastel, Colored Pencil and Graphite on Paper
TORAD
18 x 29 inches, Acrylic, Ink, Cut Paper on Board
Dimensions of found paper dictate the text in center of cut-out
Flagship I
12 x 12 inches, Collage, Colored Pencil, and Graphite on Shaped Paper
Switcher
22 x 16 inches, Budweiser, Ink, Acrylic paint, and Graphite on Paper
Electronic negation overplayed on beer stains
Itch (Study)
14 x 9 inches, Ink and Graphite on Paper
Zero
10 x 14 inches, Graphite on Shaped Paper
My own random numbers (as I intuitively thought of them) created the form and pattern on this drawing. I began in the center and worked my way to the edge of the paper, with a predetermined stopping point.
Fourteen
15 x 9 inches, Graphite on shaped Paper
My own random numbers (as I intuitively thought of them) created the form and pattern on this drawing. I began in the center and worked my way to the edge of the paper, with a predetermined stopping point.
Our Road
10 x 10 inches, Acrylic paint, Newspaper on Board
Collaged NY Post headline about a chance disaster on a road that my family drives on regularly.
I Forget
11 x 8.5 inches, Ink and Colored pencil on Printed Paper
Altered speech from George Bush about finding Osama Bin Laden.
Our Lifeline
10 x 10 inches, Acrylic ink on cut, layered paper
Stock Loop
18 x 14 inches, Ink, Watercolor, and Colored Pencil on Paper
The highest and lowest point changes in the stock market's history, connected in a new order.
Blue Brick
9 x 9 inches, Acrylic, Colored Pencil, Charcoal on Paper
Inner Brick IV
9 x 9 inches, Acrylic, Colored Pencil, Graphite on Paper
The Witch
12 x 9 inches, Colored pencil and graphite on paper
Core
6 x 3 inches, Acrylic, Colored Pencil, Graphite on Paper
Inner Brick II
9 x 9 inches, Acrylic, Colored Pencil, Graphite on Paper
Mystery Cure
10 x 10 inches, Acrylic Ink, Colored Pencil, Graphite on Paper
Speculative cure for cancer, modified to emphasize its chemical structure
Coin Toss
14 x 9 inches, Colored Pencil, Graphite on Transparent Graph Paper
Series of coin tosses with the same coins overlayed to articulate randomness through patterns
Coke Zeron
9 x 6 inches, Coke Zero, Colored Pencil, Graphite on Paper
An Average Monkey
14 x 11 inches, Colored Pencil, Graphite on Paper
To create the central structure, I overplayed 2 silhouettes of monkeys, of the same age, from a scientific study on nutrition - one was fed a nutritious diet and was robust, while the other was allowed to eat what he wanted (mostly junk food) and was slumped over, losing his hair, and docile.
Mirrored Vietnam
13 x 9 inches, Ink and Graphite on Paper
Graph of casualties in the Vietnam War that I flipped, connected, and filled as a pattern, giving the abstract information a form.
The Castle
6 x 4 inches, colored pencil, graphite, pastel on paper
Cosmic
22 x 22 inches, colored pencil, ink, graph paper
John Wayne 1
8 x 4 inches, colored pencil, ink, graphite on paper
Word substitution between the 2 John Waynes